作者有话要说：

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存稿箱君曰：

本章的诗歌，来自于泰戈尔的《最后的星期集》。

ps. 咦明天就是200章了吗时间过得真快啊。。。

我猜大家一看这种出没在正文上方的作者有话说，大概就会猜到本章会有配乐君突然来袭！【什么鬼

本章的配乐，来自于jennifer hudson在s-m-a-s-h里唱的歌"i can't let go"。

以作者菌的尿性，选择这首歌当然一是因为它旋律好听，二是因为它的歌词意味深长。。。

大概的意思就是说妹子死心啦，你想要重新开始，可是我的心难以忘怀以前受过的伤什么的。。。

they say nothing lasts forever

well, i wish that that were true

'cause this achingmy heart won'taway

they sing, "everything must change",

they say that time will see you through

well, i've listened and i've waited for that day

but i wakewith this anger

and the pain won't letbe

and the □□ile i share

is only there for show

if i hangto this heartache

thensoul will notfree

so i keep trying

but i just cannot let go

i can't let go

oh, i needto remind me

i can't let go

oh, i just repeat the past

and though your arms are saying yes

i feelheart keep saying no

i wantlove you

but i can't let go

i havelive through bad beginnings

and i've seen unhappy ends

so i close the book

before the story starts

i'm just a witnessmy lifetime

and i'm a strangermy friends

i'm a trafficker

of broke and damaged hearts

now, you askto start over

but it's easier said than done